Ok. I recently found this tumblr channel of a girl who wants to attein divinity. here is the link http://paradoxapotheosis.tumblr.com/ I don't know anything of how she wants to accomplish apotheosis. Could someone explain this to me? Also, I really want to talk to her and help her, she seems to have suicidal thoughts.
"The true mind can weather all lies and illusions without being lost. The true heart can touch the poison of hatred without being harmed. From beginningless time, darkness thrives in the void, but always yields to purifying light."